modivation

don't you hate it when something you try so hard at that you don't do so good? i felt that way when i was playing tennis. I'm a little late than them. they all had a week ahead than me so i look like a total not - so - good - tennis - player. i just kept hitting the ball at the couch and she's also my cousin. she could do things to me after tennis practice. i did start to get better but there were still questions in my head. i drowned them out with my music. i love my slow music. i calms me down, always. except when I'm being yelled at my two sisters. i'm the middle child so my older sister gets the smarts, my little sister gets the adventure side, and i get the stuck in between. i get good grades and i am not afraid to tell my opinion to the world. i hope i find some one who gets me the way my life is. a family that doesn't tease you from how you look to what you think to how to eat. friends that will stay with my till the end. well i don't know what the end so I'll say always.

Ilike

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i just found this cool website. it's called Ilike. it is a music site that lets you share music with other people, find your type of music, and find people that like your music. i love this site. you could create your own play list. you could even rate the artists you like and the ones you hate. you could make friends on the site. it's a really cool site that i love to go on. you should go on. this site is also powered buy Itunes so it has all the music you could dream of.

just being you!

don't you hate it when people around you don't like something about you? don't you want to scream out to the world what you think, not some one else's? well all you have to do is stand up for what you believe in and give it your best. it could be small or it could be something important. it's your mind and your in control of it. no one else is in control of it. you are in your hands. you make the move.

Happy birthday to me!

today is my birthday and i turned 14. at ten o'clock because i was born at that time. i am so happy. i got a lot of gift card i could say that for sure. i did get all the music to glee. and i had a party and most of my friends went so it was super fun. super. i am so excited. i am official a teenager. i wonder what i could do.

igoogle

i got an igoogle. it is so awesome. it has all these gadgets that you could choice to put on there and you could have a virtual pet hamster. i named mine jasper. he is so cute. you should get one. it is so much fun creating. you will ot regret making one. well lets hope but don't come to me in a mob with pitch forks. that is not cool

father's day

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL THE DADS IN THE WORLD. sorry that was so loud. but i have to do this quick. i give my highest respect to all the fathers out there that is clebrating father's day. sorry. FATHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!

walking

in a minute i am going walking with my cousins and sisters. we are going to run in the daisies and hug a tree and smile at a hobo. we will definitely roll down the large hills at Hart Park. we can't go swimming until summer starts. they have a pool but we need sunscreen or we'll burn. i don't want to turn into a burned cookie. that doesn't taste good. but i deal with it every summer. i hope i have fun. later i'll post some pics of wat happened. it'll be funny.

play day

today was so much fun. i got my yearbook and i look terrible. all my friends signed it. my book was so dull then it got all colorful. and my friends write a lot. i just wrote my name and little some. then there was this kid trying to be a DJ but he was really bad at it. he kept changing the song nonstop. i kept getting mad. there were sell food but i didn't have money. i was hungry. grr. then i took some pics which i will try to show you. here.

tired from the best day of the year

i had a rally fun time. i went on silver bullet, Montezuma's revenge, big foot rapids, and the dragon boat. that is only some of them. for lunch we went to Pink's Hot Dogs. they have the bomb hamburgers and fries. the fries were the best. they were red looking but they were regular. they were the best fries i have ever tasted. there was one point where Cassie, one if my friends, started to cry. But happy tears. she went on Montezuma's Revenge which was the first roller coaster she has ever gone in her whole life. when she came out seh ws laughing but her whole face was wet. it was funny but it felt wrong. all in all, that was a cool day. i am the one in the pink shirt. gotta love pink.

knotts berry farm

i know its late but i am too pumped to go to bed. i got a knew camera, I'm going to knotts berry farm with my friends, and i don't have to go to school. its going to be a wonderful day. i hope nothing goes wrong. but if there is then its for the best. i just have to accept the fact. =)2x!!!

waiting

i am waiting for my dad to take me to best buy but he keeps saying later later. i don't think i am getting it today. i am so frustrated. Grrrrrr!!!!

Ms. Plass

she is the most evilest teacher i have ever known. i brought a hat that i was making my friends sign and i forgot that you couldn't write on your clothes. so i told one of my friends Kimi to write on my head since i was wearing my hat. she joked around that she was literally going to sign my cheek but started to write on my hat. then i hear a "nuh, a uh." all i see behind me is a old lady with large hips, a bad hair cut, and everything else bad. she tells me to come with her to the office. she gives me a lecture telling me why we have rules. i tried to tell her that i forgot but she barely let me talk. she we go into the counseling office and i sit down. she writes my referral with my marker that i let my friends write on my hat. and i never get it back too. so she goes it the back where the counselor is and i wait in the lounge. well a row of chairs. this has never happened to me so i am kinda nervous. i don't lnow if i will be allowed to go to Knotts or if i will get grounded if they call my parents. so when she comes back i ask what is going to happen. she tells me that Ms. Keller is going to talk to me when she gets in. she's the vice principal. so i wait for a few minutes, say hello to a few passing strangers, then Mr. Espinosa comes out and ask what i am here for. i start to stutter but i still manage to tell him from the start. i don't know why i always stutter when i get nervous. the next part is awesome. he tells me, "that's no big deal. just leave when the bell rings so she won't notice and come back to get your hat after school. he rips the referral and leaves. he is the best teacher there. i am proud of him.

Say Cheese!

i can't wait! i am getting a new camera at best buy. and its pink. my favorite color! i can't wait. i am going to take pics of all my friends. and i don't care what the teachers say. unless they take stuff away, then i care. so smile \( ^ ^ )/!!!
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Glee!!!!!

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just watch Glee. it is the most awesome - est tv series ever. okay i think the judges were totally conceded because the only chose Vocal Adrenalin as first place because on how they looked and how much there school makes. New Direction won third place out of all the the other 2 teams. also Quinn had her baby girl named Beth while her mom tried to ask her to move back in. and Rachael's mom adopted Quinn's baby. then Mr. Shooster was packing because he had to quit New Direction if they didn't win. well the cheerio's teacher what's her face and said New Directions had a year left or else their outta here. to see the show go to:
www.fox.com and click on glee at the top.

last full week of school

this week is the last full week of school. my school has a lot left to do this week. first we have to take the finals for te4sting, then we have to do a persuasive essay, then we have to get ready to go to knott's berry farm on Monday, then we have to rehearse the graduation, and then we have play day where we all have fun. let's hope nothing goes wrong. cross your fingers.

problems with parents

i hate my family. they think they could make fun of me and not hurt my feelings. yesterday, my parents kept saying we got bad hair cuts because we never do our hair like curl it or straighten it. they say combing your hair is not doing your hair. my dad never had long hair and my mom only cares what other people think not what she thinks. then later that day i got in trouble again and this time it was their fault. they kept making fun of me so i through a piece of bread to my older sister, jenny. i walked a way but my dad called me back. if i could i would have have kept walking. he called me over but then i saw something on the floor.
i stopped to look at it and then my dad yelled: SIT DOWN AT THE TABLE NOW!!!
i had to sit next to him which i didn't want to. i walked to him like a snail. i know that was annoying him but i didn't care. he was being a jerk to me. only me. he never corrected my sisters when they called me fat. I'm chubby, not fat. the chair was too close to the lag so i tried to scoot it closer to him which i didn't really want. he grabbed my arm and pushed me down to the seat.
dad: WHATS WRONG WITH YOU. YOU KNOW, YOU HAVE BEEN HAVING A BAD ATTITUDE LATELY. AND YOU KNOW WHAT , I DON'T LIKE IT AND NO BODY ELSE HERE DOES! i only got mad that morning.
i don't call that "lately."
then my mom asked me : whats going on Amanda? is everything okay?
of course everything is okay its just that my dad always and only picks on me and i don't like to be bullied. that happened last year in school and i put an end to it a long time ago.
then today i went to go shop for my graduation dress for my 8th grade graduation with my mom and my 2 sisters. i chose the first 4 dresses i liked and quickly tried them on. my mom didn't see the first one but she had to see the rest or them. she picked this black, short, shoulder-less dress which i didn't liked but i tried it for her. i had to chose out of the five dresses and i chose this tannish dress that looked really good on me. when i came to my mom wit it she looked away.
mom: the other one looked better on you than that and that one looks more casual than formal.
i didn't want to say anything because i have been silent the whole day because i knew if i said something it would be wrong. she kept rambling on how i made a bad choice. when we got to the cashier my mom said;
mom: you know your dad won't like that on you. you know your dad.
i put my dress on the counter and got it. i didn't care what she said, it was my graduation, my dress, my choice. then she started to say some stuff that i can't say on my blog. well that is it.

the last dance

today is the last dance at my school and it's only for 8th graders. there won't be a dance for the rest of the kids which does suck but the 7th and 6th graders get out a day before. i can't wait. it starts at 5 and ends at 7. its at orange high school at the gym. its so cool because we're in middle school and we're going to a high school to have the dance. I'm going to be the girl that is all glow in the dark. people that don't go to my school can't go. let's hope i have a good time.

you are beautiful

you are beautiful no matter what the say. this is so true. if you let people get to you then you won't happen. if people get to you then why think at all. if people tell you that you're not pretty, doesn't mean that you're ugly in the inside. you just have to believe in yourself. you'll see it on your own when you feel it inside you that says, "i am beautiful. no matter what they say. words won't bring me down."

loud-mouth, annoying people!!!

don't you hate it when you are being a good kid in class but there is kids in the back that keep yelling? when people are not paying attention to the teacher what do they do? they do what ever they want. they don't care about you. they only care to be notice. if the teacher gives them attention then every one starts to look at them and think why do they do it? i think people have to give thought about what other people think. this generation is so rude, a zombie attack would not be anything. tell me what you think,

too dramatic!!!!!

don't you hate it when there are some girls that go beyond the edge. my best friend, Alma, she is too dramatic. i do mean it. no offense to her. ever time somebody pokes her she jumps a yard in the air and squeaks so loud. i was sitting next to her and the guy next to her kept poking her. by the end of lunch i was practically on the floor with her on my lap. i got so mad at her. she doesn't have to do that. when a guy pokes me i say, "Don't touch me!" but they keep poking. boys! that would be a different blog.

cramps!!!

don't you hate it when it's that time of the month and you get moody, your stomach hurts like hell!! today i had to go home early because it hurt so much, i couldn't even stand!!! my grandmother picked me up because my parents were at work (we'll talk about that later). she gave me the alker selser. you know the 2 big pills you put in H2o and it starts to fizz. they actually worked. if you need any advice for cramps my email is brookeangel.28@gmail.com